honest
everything i want to write about seems lame
or repetitious
or self righteous
or trying
i want to tell you how refreshing the tanya class was last night
and how it's so important to learn
but you know this already
i want to tell you what an awesome day it is today
and how the mountains near the valley are so clear
but how many times can i tell you about my day
i want to tell you about the mosaic lamp on my desk
the one that nina made me out of broken plates and plaster
but why would you care
......
i feel i've exhausted all my ideas and just keep coming back to the same thoughts
the same thoughts...
over and over and over and over again
it's not about you
it's not about you
it's all about you
get over yourself
get over yourself
happiness is a choice
go do something good
something good
it's all the aibishter
who do you think you are
you don't need to be right
nothings more foolish than your pride
swallow it
g
u
l
p
7 comments:
comments are really interesting sometimes
cuz i a way sometimes you might wanna write
i agree
or wow
or just ...
sometimes nothing
and then there are those comments like
i am always here for you
or something like dont feel bad about whatever
and although i may wanna say that i dont want it to sound like untrue
cuz
personally i am interested no matter how many times you are going to repeat something
i mean yeha
so how do you put up with me
but yeah
have an awesome wonderful lightfilled day
much love
the thought may be the same but the connections of what daily activity brought you to that thought,that is novel
is it raining in that picture?
i like the rain
i cant wait til it starts
i will just sit under it
i would for hours
water does something
it like washs everything away
starts anew
"or trying"
its a killer
oh chang
enough of this "its all about me" complaining that just prevents you from doing. lets not be overly humble. sheesh.
you're fine.
just write.
(says the girl who hasn't touched her blog in ages...what can I say? i just wish my reasons were as holy as yours...)
b.t.t. repetition for me - bad, for you - good.
sub-0 you're a pal, whoever you are.
soldierettsky - :)
sabrasita - ezzactly
mim - you're right that we should just do good things regardless of the selfish reasons or benefit...
but i'm still a die hard idealist who wants more.
mah la'asot?
p.s.
i was just having a poopy night.
NEVER post when you're having a poopy night.
p.p.s. please excuse inappropriate usage of inappropriate word.
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